I think you should get a break, a real one, like ignore video games, drawing, this forum and just be.
Riiiight, because spending my … moretime laying on a bed starring at my ceiling sounds like a great time!
is just being in nature, watching the sunset, watching the clouds drift away, watching all the mountains that surround you
I love doing that. Sadly there's a crazy stalker bitch in my neighborhood and I'm 99.999% sure that if I go out she'll shoot me in the face. So I'm kind of fearful of going outside right now.
Your body and mind deserve to be taken care of, you're not inferior to anyone, nor superior. Equal.
I disagree.
Go get some exercise done and make it a habit.
I had it as a habit not too long ago, but I dropped it when I got back into my depressive state.
I saw her another time yesterday walking down my street, went back inside immediately. She hasn't tried anything worthy of a call to the authorities, but she followed me and chased me so it's enough to warrant some concern.
Sadly there's a crazy stalker bitch in my neighborhood and I'm 99.999% sure that if I go out she'll shoot me in the face.
Have you s… moreeen her again since the first time, or was it a one-off?
Maybe you should call the police, (If you haven't already) Sounds serious.
I saw her another time yesterday walking down my street, went back inside immediately. She hasn't tried anything worthy of a call to the authorities, but she followed me and chased me so it's enough to warrant some concern.
Trust me, I may be suicidal and not taking care of my self at all, but I'm not just gonna go out with a painted target for some insane lady to come kill me. I'm staying away from that one, no thank you ma'am, I don't want to dance this dance. Or should I say, shuffle this shuffle.
We all have friends like that, I have a friend who always brags about how he's really good at Destiny. Like, shit mate, we get it, you'd destroy us in a 1v1, not like we've heard it a million times already.
I just hate shit like this, I know SOMEONE in my house keeps leaving their fucking hair in the bath like a goddamn shedding cat, I just don't know who.
Okay, so I live in a dorm with a bunch of other people. Long story short I hate all of them.
Well one of them did something that made me … moredespise living here even more.
I went to take a shower in the bathroom I usually use (There are 3 bathrooms, this is the least used bathroom and is also the one with the most space). I turn on the lights and lo and behold.
It was covered in fucking hair and nails. And if you look closely at the black thing on the left. That's the drain. There is a pile of hair on the drain. There was also a razor shaver tossed on the floor.
I think you should get a break, a real one, like ignore video games, drawing, this forum and just be.
Riiiight, because spending my … moretime laying on a bed starring at my ceiling sounds like a great time!
is just being in nature, watching the sunset, watching the clouds drift away, watching all the mountains that surround you
I love doing that. Sadly there's a crazy stalker bitch in my neighborhood and I'm 99.999% sure that if I go out she'll shoot me in the face. So I'm kind of fearful of going outside right now.
Your body and mind deserve to be taken care of, you're not inferior to anyone, nor superior. Equal.
I disagree.
Go get some exercise done and make it a habit.
I had it as a habit not too long ago, but I dropped it when I got back into my depressive state.
I dunno, thinking about my life, dreams and fixing my problems isn't that great but it calms you down once you know what are you dealing wit… moreh.
You can call police (lol), confront her or hide forever. Stalkers are the creepiest thing ever but yeah, depends how stalky this girl really is.
We agree to disagree then. But I don't see how you want to feel better again but you are pulling yourself down with low self-esteem. A paradox.
Maybe it is time to visit a professional. Depression is an ugly mental illness. (They all are anyways..)
Okay, so I live in a dorm with a bunch of other people. Long story short I hate all of them.
Well one of them did something that made me … moredespise living here even more.
I went to take a shower in the bathroom I usually use (There are 3 bathrooms, this is the least used bathroom and is also the one with the most space). I turn on the lights and lo and behold.
It was covered in fucking hair and nails. And if you look closely at the black thing on the left. That's the drain. There is a pile of hair on the drain. There was also a razor shaver tossed on the floor.
Finally returned to Greece. Gosh, now I can finally play games, relax, voice chat with my friends again etc.
And here I was, getting homesick at Philippines lmao.
I'm sure everyone is sick of me posting like this and being an insufferable asshole
No one worth giving a shit about thinks that you're a asshole. You are a nice guy going through a rough time and no one with a heart will be pissed at you.
My friend Chloe and I had a discussion this morning about my depression and self doubt, and while I feel a lot better (considering she's the… more first friend I've talked to in weeks) from what she said and her support, I'm still not quite feeling up to fixing myself and being more confident. I've just been watching JAR Media and playing Borderlands all day, which might I fucking say is a god damn fun game. I completely forgot how much I loved Borderlands.
Anywho, shit still sucks and yesterday the reality of my step sisters death hit me like a freight train, and let me just say that was a hard pill to swallow. I've dealt with so much death and family loss in the past 4 years, and even lost 2 of my closest friends to suicide, so every time somebody else dies I just feel numb to it for a while. After a while, the reality of "I'm never going to speak to this person who I was close to again" hits me, and it just fucking sucks.
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Finally returned to Greece. Gosh, now I can finally play games, relax, voice chat with my friends again etc.
And here I was, getting homesick at Philippines lmao.
Okay, so I live in a dorm with a bunch of other people. Long story short I hate all of them.
Well one of them did something that made me … moredespise living here even more.
I went to take a shower in the bathroom I usually use (There are 3 bathrooms, this is the least used bathroom and is also the one with the most space). I turn on the lights and lo and behold.
It was covered in fucking hair and nails. And if you look closely at the black thing on the left. That's the drain. There is a pile of hair on the drain. There was also a razor shaver tossed on the floor.
Enjoyment brings passion, passion brings one's own faith. Do what you enjoy most, don't push yourself into doing something that destroys enjoyment. Art and stories are not for everyone, but of course inspiration can lead to that desire. Look where I am at. If you really want to keep trying art/stories it's best to seek constructive criticism (tbf I was tempted to do something like an art class here but I lack equipment and have a lot on my mind) Practice is also important, mimic, take note of others in how the produce such things and you'll learn on the fly. My talent came from others' talents. Observe, mimic and blend it into your own.
I think it's better to play what you enjoy rather than what you hate. You are the runner of your own channel, certainly subscribers may ask … morefor a game. But take them as suggestions, not as demands.
Yeah, I know. And if it's a game I hate, usually I don't ever actually play them which is why I haven't been playing the games for so long. I've been exclusively playing games I enjoy (minus the Scary Sunday shit which is blind horror one offs) for quite a bit now. But I've explained above why I'm doing this. It's a challenge for myself, pushing myself because I have no faith in myself anymore. I've been feeling like total shit, I can't produce any artwork or stories that satisfy me, and I've honestly been suicidal. If I can not only beat these 4 games, but push my editing skills to the limit cutting the 20+ hours of footage down to a 15 minute video, then it might restore what little faith I have in myself, and maybe then I can feel better… [view original content]
Okay, so I live in a dorm with a bunch of other people. Long story short I hate all of them.
Well one of them did something that made me … moredespise living here even more.
I went to take a shower in the bathroom I usually use (There are 3 bathrooms, this is the least used bathroom and is also the one with the most space). I turn on the lights and lo and behold.
It was covered in fucking hair and nails. And if you look closely at the black thing on the left. That's the drain. There is a pile of hair on the drain. There was also a razor shaver tossed on the floor.
Finally returned to Greece. Gosh, now I can finally play games, relax, voice chat with my friends again etc.
And here I was, getting homesick at Philippines lmao.
It's actually not that bad of a game, it's just highly disappointing that Hello Games lied to us about the kind of content that'll be in it, it's upsetting of course, but the game isn't exactly the worst. Plus, the people hyping the game were caught in a whirlwind of their own blind fanboyism because they wanted a game where they can be in their own universe, something that had never happened before in gaming history and now this company with no game design experience is promising. Even if everything initially mentioned was in the game and all of the bugs were fixed pre-launch, they'd be disappointed. Because the hype train was way too large, and there was no way this small company could deliver.
Meh, I'm somebody who easily pisses off others, I'd understand if somebody who was actually really cool was pissed at me. But thanks for your kind words, it's really appreciated.
I'm sure everyone is sick of me posting like this and being an insufferable asshole
No one worth giving a shit about thinks that you're a asshole. You are a nice guy going through a rough time and no one with a heart will be pissed at you.
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Have you seen her again since the first time, or was it a one-off?
Maybe you should call the police, (If you haven't already) Sounds serious.
I saw her another time yesterday walking down my street, went back inside immediately. She hasn't tried anything worthy of a call to the authorities, but she followed me and chased me so it's enough to warrant some concern.
Okay then, just be careful man...
Trust me, I may be suicidal and not taking care of my self at all, but I'm not just gonna go out with a painted target for some insane lady to come kill me. I'm staying away from that one, no thank you ma'am, I don't want to dance this dance. Or should I say, shuffle this shuffle.
Speaking of, I just realised I forgot to change my avatar to Overwatch lol what character should it be?
We all have friends like that, I have a friend who always brags about how he's really good at Destiny. Like, shit mate, we get it, you'd destroy us in a 1v1, not like we've heard it a million times already.
Finally returned to Greece. Gosh, now I can finally play games, relax, voice chat with my friends again etc.
And here I was, getting homesick at Philippines lmao.
I just hate shit like this, I know SOMEONE in my house keeps leaving their fucking hair in the bath like a goddamn shedding cat, I just don't know who.
I dunno, thinking about my life, dreams and fixing my problems isn't that great but it calms you down once you know what are you dealing with.
You can call police (lol), confront her or hide forever. Stalkers are the creepiest thing ever but yeah, depends how stalky this girl really is.
We agree to disagree then. But I don't see how you want to feel better again but you are pulling yourself down with low self-esteem. A paradox.
Maybe it is time to visit a professional. Depression is an ugly mental illness. (They all are anyways..)
I am seeing a therapist and a psychiatrist. My next session is tomorrow.
Ew.
Alpha omega olympa. You could say I speak a bit of Greek.
Hope you had fun.
wot
I did. However, I kinda got bored there and I wanted to return back to Greece after at least 25 days.
Dicks Out.
No one worth giving a shit about thinks that you're a asshole. You are a nice guy going through a rough time and no one with a heart will be pissed at you.
And start shit posting on twitter again
Shits going down on my street there are 10 vans 3 helicopters sniffer dogs and allsorts.
Why you should randomly pause while watching anime
Google "didney worl" you will like it
Ok I will look at once then edit this response.
Edit: holy fucking shit!! hahahaha, scrolling for days!
You gotta stop breaking the law, they found your base.
When you see someone mention your favourite show/game
As someone who once shared a bathroom with an older brother, this is pretty mild.
so glad my PC couldn't run it and thus I didn't buy it
Got a notification from my sister...
Love ya sis.
Enjoyment brings passion, passion brings one's own faith. Do what you enjoy most, don't push yourself into doing something that destroys enjoyment. Art and stories are not for everyone, but of course inspiration can lead to that desire. Look where I am at. If you really want to keep trying art/stories it's best to seek constructive criticism (tbf I was tempted to do something like an art class here but I lack equipment and have a lot on my mind) Practice is also important, mimic, take note of others in how the produce such things and you'll learn on the fly. My talent came from others' talents. Observe, mimic and blend it into your own.
Hm... looks at your avatar. Ding!
Sombra seems like a good one.
As grossas people leaving a mess in public washrooms.... >_>
Eyy welcome back dude!
That's great.
It's actually not that bad of a game, it's just highly disappointing that Hello Games lied to us about the kind of content that'll be in it, it's upsetting of course, but the game isn't exactly the worst. Plus, the people hyping the game were caught in a whirlwind of their own blind fanboyism because they wanted a game where they can be in their own universe, something that had never happened before in gaming history and now this company with no game design experience is promising. Even if everything initially mentioned was in the game and all of the bugs were fixed pre-launch, they'd be disappointed. Because the hype train was way too large, and there was no way this small company could deliver.
Oh shit my dude.
Meh, I'm somebody who easily pisses off others, I'd understand if somebody who was actually really cool was pissed at me. But thanks for your kind words, it's really appreciated.
Were you trying to speak spanish?
Why did you get banned dipshit?
Did your sister roast you hard?
lol naw, I make a lot of typos on the vita. I just didn't feel like editing it.
We're siblings, I'd be offended if she didn't.
So I guess I'm posting my picture here insted, hehe.