Finally done!
Eli Conner
He strolled the city in his long strides. It was so deserted that it almost scared him. But he was used to it… more, he had been in worse situations. That day Kharkand shot WeMissYouCarley… It was horrific. It happened to him all the time. Xavier had left, Kharkand, James, Gengar, Mateo, Devyn, Gustav, they all left him. What is something he did? Eli was not sure, but he never trusted anyone again, the risk was too high. If he came across anyone he made sure they wouldn’t face the same fate as he did.
His shotgun was draped across his back, with a pistol at his side. He saw something swirling in the sky. Eli knew that probably meant people, and he stayed away from them, but the light was… Alluring. It was a sweet red, and a dark blue. He walked at a faster pace towards it, and the lights were gone. There was a girl on the ground crouched. She stood up and turned around. Eli could have sworn one eye was red and the … [view original content]
Finally done!
Eli Conner
He strolled the city in his long strides. It was so deserted that it almost scared him. But he was used to it… more, he had been in worse situations. That day Kharkand shot WeMissYouCarley… It was horrific. It happened to him all the time. Xavier had left, Kharkand, James, Gengar, Mateo, Devyn, Gustav, they all left him. What is something he did? Eli was not sure, but he never trusted anyone again, the risk was too high. If he came across anyone he made sure they wouldn’t face the same fate as he did.
His shotgun was draped across his back, with a pistol at his side. He saw something swirling in the sky. Eli knew that probably meant people, and he stayed away from them, but the light was… Alluring. It was a sweet red, and a dark blue. He walked at a faster pace towards it, and the lights were gone. There was a girl on the ground crouched. She stood up and turned around. Eli could have sworn one eye was red and the … [view original content]
Finally done!
Eli Conner
He strolled the city in his long strides. It was so deserted that it almost scared him. But he was used to it… more, he had been in worse situations. That day Kharkand shot WeMissYouCarley… It was horrific. It happened to him all the time. Xavier had left, Kharkand, James, Gengar, Mateo, Devyn, Gustav, they all left him. What is something he did? Eli was not sure, but he never trusted anyone again, the risk was too high. If he came across anyone he made sure they wouldn’t face the same fate as he did.
His shotgun was draped across his back, with a pistol at his side. He saw something swirling in the sky. Eli knew that probably meant people, and he stayed away from them, but the light was… Alluring. It was a sweet red, and a dark blue. He walked at a faster pace towards it, and the lights were gone. There was a girl on the ground crouched. She stood up and turned around. Eli could have sworn one eye was red and the … [view original content]
I'm really sorry... Things have just been so busy, and I don't want to burden you guys with sticking around here and reading this. Honestly I don't like my writing, it just doesn't satisfy me, and I just don't have the same thrill with writing it as I did a long time ago. I wish I could continue, I really do, but I just need time to settle down, and think for a while. Maybe it's the low self esteem or something, I don't know, but I just can't find the strength to continue this. And I'm still wondering why you guys follow this.
Probably 1/8 of the people that submitted a character are still here. The rest are gone. I'm not saying this is a factor, but it just saddens me. The forums have changed, and not for the better. Ever since I came back, I've never felt the same about myself. I just can't frequent this forum without remembering what I did, and all the bad things that I've done. I feel like a small fish, in a lake filled with big beautiful fish. I don't feel like I fit in. I'm just a kid. Younger then most of you. I don't feel like I belong here, and I know that's pretty depressing but I had to tell you guys.
I feel like my writing is really bad, compared to all the other fan fictions, this is garbage. I'm surprised people are still here. It's been a pleasure writing for you guys, you're all great people.
I don't feel like a good forum user anymore, and many of you will try to convince me otherwise but it won't work, it never does. It pains me even more to stop this thread, because I hating leaving stories unfinished. If anybody would like to take over, then that would be great. You guys could even take turns writing or something, I don't know but I just can't do this anymore. I'm really sorry.
I can't stress enough as to how sorry I am. When I came on this forum it's like I was given a blank page to make myself whatever I want. But now that page is full, it's ripped up, and scribbled all over. There are some pretty pictures here and there, but the page can no longer be used. The scribbles are in marker, and I'm squished in a tiny space to get what I can onto the page.
I've been thinking about ending the fan fiction .
I'm really sorry... Things have just been so busy, and I don't want to burden you guys … morewith sticking around here and reading this. Honestly I don't like my writing, it just doesn't satisfy me, and I just don't have the same thrill with writing it as I did a long time ago. I wish I could continue, I really do, but I just need time to settle down, and think for a while. Maybe it's the low self esteem or something, I don't know, but I just can't find the strength to continue this. And I'm still wondering why you guys follow this.
Probably 1/8 of the people that submitted a character are still here. The rest are gone. I'm not saying this is a factor, but it just saddens me. The forums have changed, and not for the better. Ever since I came back, I've never felt the same about myself. I just can't frequent this forum without remembering what I did, and all the bad things that I've done. I fee… [view original content]
Quitting the forums... Most likely not.
This fan fic, most likely yes...
I might make a new one later... But I don't know, my brain is just feeling really chaotic right now.
Stress can be really chaotic dude, I get it depression too. Maybe this is for the better. And DON'T think your writing skills are shit.
Trust me, they're not.
I for one, can say I am sorry to hear this. Food for thought here, I've always believed that the best story tellers were probably the ones that were the most critical of their own work. I think this makes them strive for perfection, when perfection is never a real, reality. That can be a tall order to fill, no doubt. It also my opinion, that a person's life and time is valuable and they won't spend it on something that they things is not worth it, I know mine is. I say that to say this, you wonder why people hang around, they hang around because there is something here, that you created, that they feel is worth being a part of. Simple as that. I am certain that there are many here who would echo the sentiment, when I tell you that you absolutely a talented writer and should be proud of what you've offered. It is worthy of the pride. When I was contemplating giving this a go, there were a few in here whose opinions I valued, you were one of them. I sincerely hope this isn't the last we see from you; but wish you nothing but the best in whatever you do.
I've been thinking about ending the fan fiction .
I'm really sorry... Things have just been so busy, and I don't want to burden you guys … morewith sticking around here and reading this. Honestly I don't like my writing, it just doesn't satisfy me, and I just don't have the same thrill with writing it as I did a long time ago. I wish I could continue, I really do, but I just need time to settle down, and think for a while. Maybe it's the low self esteem or something, I don't know, but I just can't find the strength to continue this. And I'm still wondering why you guys follow this.
Probably 1/8 of the people that submitted a character are still here. The rest are gone. I'm not saying this is a factor, but it just saddens me. The forums have changed, and not for the better. Ever since I came back, I've never felt the same about myself. I just can't frequent this forum without remembering what I did, and all the bad things that I've done. I fee… [view original content]
You say your brain is mush and goo but it isn't, you're one of the most nicest people I've ever met. And I'm not saying other people aren't nice, but what you said was really beautiful. I'm literally speechless, I tried replying to this in multiple ways, but I couldn't find the right way to reply to this, but here I am. Everything you said is absolutely right, and I wish I could continue this, I really do, but things haven't been easy. Honestly, if I could spend the rest of my life just writing, commenting, and hanging around on this forum I would, but unfortunately, life hasn't been so kind to me.
Again thank you so much, this comment really made my day. If I could hug you right now I would.
I for one, can say I am sorry to hear this. Food for thought here, I've always believed that the best story tellers were probably the ones … morethat were the most critical of their own work. I think this makes them strive for perfection, when perfection is never a real, reality. That can be a tall order to fill, no doubt. It also my opinion, that a person's life and time is valuable and they won't spend it on something that they things is not worth it, I know mine is. I say that to say this, you wonder why people hang around, they hang around because there is something here, that you created, that they feel is worth being a part of. Simple as that. I am certain that there are many here who would echo the sentiment, when I tell you that you absolutely a talented writer and should be proud of what you've offered. It is worthy of the pride. When I was contemplating giving this a go, there were a few in here whose opinions I valued, you were … [view original content]
Ugh, I hate when I do this, and I hate doing this to you guys. Maybe I am not so bad, but stress, depression, and all that stuff is bringing me down. I just don't feel good about being on this forum anymore. I feel like a monster, like I need to start everything over, but I can't do that. What happened happened, and it's going to stay with me for the rest of my life. I'll just have to learn to cope with it.
This fan fic... I just don't like the way it's headed. Before I loved to write, but now it just feels like I'm doing it for you guys, and not for myself. I want it to be something I look forward to, not something I have to stress about. I know that sounds selfish and I'm sorry. You're a great guy ComingSoon, I'm really sorry I voted for your character to die. I'm going to regret that for a long time ;_;
That's completely fine man. If you need a break from the forums, that's fine. It's really sad to see this fanfic go, but maybe we can continue the story in our minds.
And as for the voting thing, don't worry about it. The votes were 15-13, incredibly close. No one could tell it was coming. Don't let it get to you.
Ugh, I hate when I do this, and I hate doing this to you guys. Maybe I am not so bad, but stress, depression, and all that stuff is bringing… more me down. I just don't feel good about being on this forum anymore. I feel like a monster, like I need to start everything over, but I can't do that. What happened happened, and it's going to stay with me for the rest of my life. I'll just have to learn to cope with it.
This fan fic... I just don't like the way it's headed. Before I loved to write, but now it just feels like I'm doing it for you guys, and not for myself. I want it to be something I look forward to, not something I have to stress about. I know that sounds selfish and I'm sorry. You're a great guy ComingSoon, I'm really sorry I voted for your character to die. I'm going to regret that for a long time ;_;
That's completely fine man. If you need a break from the forums, that's fine. It's really sad to see this fanfic go, but maybe we can contin… moreue the story in our minds.
And as for the voting thing, don't worry about it. The votes were 15-13, incredibly close. No one could tell it was coming. Don't let it get to you.
Hey no worries. It's easy for me to say things are this or that, because I've had 46 years to make a shit ton of mistakes, have a shit ton of regrets, and to wake up one day and finally realize what was important, to me. I've also learned that life can be tough, and very unforgiving at times; like I said a shit ton of mistakes and a shit ton of regrets before I got to where I wanted to be. That said, I wouldn't be who I am today, without having walked that road. Hang in there, definitely keep writing, whether here, this, or somewhere and something else. You definitely have talent, the fact that so many here hung on your words and what you created is ample evidence of that. But most of all do you, be true to you, and take care of you. Do those things, and the rest of the bullshit will work itself out. Again, wish you nothing but the best in whatever you do and sincerely hope this isn't the last we see of or from you.
Thank you so much crawfish.
You say your brain is mush and goo but it isn't, you're one of the most nicest people I've ever met. And I'm … morenot saying other people aren't nice, but what you said was really beautiful. I'm literally speechless, I tried replying to this in multiple ways, but I couldn't find the right way to reply to this, but here I am. Everything you said is absolutely right, and I wish I could continue this, I really do, but things haven't been easy. Honestly, if I could spend the rest of my life just writing, commenting, and hanging around on this forum I would, but unfortunately, life hasn't been so kind to me.
Again thank you so much, this comment really made my day. If I could hug you right now I would.
Hey no worries. It's easy for me to say things are this or that, because I've had 46 years to make a shit ton of mistakes, have a shit ton … moreof regrets, and to wake up one day and finally realize what was important, to me. I've also learned that life can be tough, and very unforgiving at times; like I said a shit ton of mistakes and a shit ton of regrets before I got to where I wanted to be. That said, I wouldn't be who I am today, without having walked that road. Hang in there, definitely keep writing, whether here, this, or somewhere and something else. You definitely have talent, the fact that so many here hung on your words and what you created is ample evidence of that. But most of all do you, be true to you, and take care of you. Do those things, and the rest of the bullshit will work itself out. Again, wish you nothing but the best in whatever you do and sincerely hope this isn't the last we see of or from you.
I feel like my writing is really bad, compared to all the other fan fictions, this is garbage.
Dude, do you even read my shit? It's basically the same plot everytime, you can call that garbage, but you can't call your story garbage, because it isn't, it's one of the best.
I've been thinking about ending the fan fiction .
I'm really sorry... Things have just been so busy, and I don't want to burden you guys … morewith sticking around here and reading this. Honestly I don't like my writing, it just doesn't satisfy me, and I just don't have the same thrill with writing it as I did a long time ago. I wish I could continue, I really do, but I just need time to settle down, and think for a while. Maybe it's the low self esteem or something, I don't know, but I just can't find the strength to continue this. And I'm still wondering why you guys follow this.
Probably 1/8 of the people that submitted a character are still here. The rest are gone. I'm not saying this is a factor, but it just saddens me. The forums have changed, and not for the better. Ever since I came back, I've never felt the same about myself. I just can't frequent this forum without remembering what I did, and all the bad things that I've done. I fee… [view original content]
I feel like my writing is really bad, compared to all the other fan fictions, this is garbage.
Dude, do you even read my shit? It's … morebasically the same plot everytime, you can call that garbage, but you can't call your story garbage, because it isn't, it's one of the best.
I feel like my writing is really bad, compared to all the other fan fictions, this is garbage.
Bruh I am 110% trash but I still write because it makes me feel like I belong, some people may not like it but it's whatever. What really matters is if you enjoy it and you are having fun because if you just write because other people want you to it starts to become... upsetting. That's the word.
But if that's how you feel then I wish you the best.
I've been thinking about ending the fan fiction .
I'm really sorry... Things have just been so busy, and I don't want to burden you guys … morewith sticking around here and reading this. Honestly I don't like my writing, it just doesn't satisfy me, and I just don't have the same thrill with writing it as I did a long time ago. I wish I could continue, I really do, but I just need time to settle down, and think for a while. Maybe it's the low self esteem or something, I don't know, but I just can't find the strength to continue this. And I'm still wondering why you guys follow this.
Probably 1/8 of the people that submitted a character are still here. The rest are gone. I'm not saying this is a factor, but it just saddens me. The forums have changed, and not for the better. Ever since I came back, I've never felt the same about myself. I just can't frequent this forum without remembering what I did, and all the bad things that I've done. I fee… [view original content]
I agree. And like I would say to everyone else, you're not garbage, maybe it's just the way writers feel sometimes. I'll start writing again eventually, but right now, I'm not feeling so good about it, it's probably just a phase that I'll get over soon.
I feel like my writing is really bad, compared to all the other fan fictions, this is garbage.
Bruh I am 110% trash but I still writ… moree because it makes me feel like I belong, some people may not like it but it's whatever. What really matters is if you enjoy it and you are having fun because if you just write because other people want you to it starts to become... upsetting. That's the word.
But if that's how you feel then I wish you the best.
I agree. And like I would say to everyone else, you're not garbage, maybe it's just the way writers feel sometimes. I'll start writing again… more eventually, but right now, I'm not feeling so good about it, it's probably just a phase that I'll get over soon.
Comments
leave james for walkers. kill randy
Damn raging, when you decide to get murderous you don't play around!!
Ben's a bitch WTF?
Very nice chapter, I really enjoyed this!
good for you
[Leave Randy for the walkers. Kill James]
HOLY CRAP O.O
...
The group will leave Randy for the walkers, and kill James
God dammit, that was sad ;-; guessing I'm dead meat.
Both of them are dead meat
well shit -_-
Yeah but the 1 they kill is dead for sure while the they leave will be dead in a minute or 2
Sorry
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Am James, and am cri ;_;
You sir, are a mean, mean man. Where's the soft kitty, warm kitty, they all live happily ever after choice. I really did enjoy this chapter.
You are too nice
Nah, I just like lulling them into a false sense of security, and then WHAM, mallet to the head.
backs away slowly and runs
I've been thinking about ending the fan fiction
.
I'm really sorry... Things have just been so busy, and I don't want to burden you guys with sticking around here and reading this. Honestly I don't like my writing, it just doesn't satisfy me, and I just don't have the same thrill with writing it as I did a long time ago. I wish I could continue, I really do, but I just need time to settle down, and think for a while. Maybe it's the low self esteem or something, I don't know, but I just can't find the strength to continue this. And I'm still wondering why you guys follow this.
Probably 1/8 of the people that submitted a character are still here. The rest are gone. I'm not saying this is a factor, but it just saddens me. The forums have changed, and not for the better. Ever since I came back, I've never felt the same about myself. I just can't frequent this forum without remembering what I did, and all the bad things that I've done. I feel like a small fish, in a lake filled with big beautiful fish. I don't feel like I fit in. I'm just a kid. Younger then most of you. I don't feel like I belong here, and I know that's pretty depressing but I had to tell you guys.
I feel like my writing is really bad, compared to all the other fan fictions, this is garbage. I'm surprised people are still here. It's been a pleasure writing for you guys, you're all great people.
I don't feel like a good forum user anymore, and many of you will try to convince me otherwise but it won't work, it never does. It pains me even more to stop this thread, because I hating leaving stories unfinished. If anybody would like to take over, then that would be great. You guys could even take turns writing or something, I don't know but I just can't do this anymore. I'm really sorry.
I can't stress enough as to how sorry I am. When I came on this forum it's like I was given a blank page to make myself whatever I want. But now that page is full, it's ripped up, and scribbled all over. There are some pretty pictures here and there, but the page can no longer be used. The scribbles are in marker, and I'm squished in a tiny space to get what I can onto the page.
Again REALLY sorry. Please forgive me.
--Raging_Blades
;-;
By the way.... Randy lives, and is saved by the original Puncake.
Don't be sad!
Well, that is cool to know :P maybe I'll write my own little secret fanfic ending for this. But you're not quitting here forever, right?! o.o
Quitting the forums... Most likely not.
This fan fic, most likely yes...
I might make a new one later... But I don't know, my brain is just feeling really chaotic right now.
;-;
Stress can be really chaotic dude, I get it
depression too. Maybe this is for the better. And DON'T think your writing skills are shit.
Trust me, they're not.
You're probably just saying that to make me feel better. If anything I'm close to average, nothing special.
I'm not saying it for that at all. Compared to some writers here and out there, your writing is better than average.
I for one, can say I am sorry to hear this. Food for thought here, I've always believed that the best story tellers were probably the ones that were the most critical of their own work. I think this makes them strive for perfection, when perfection is never a real, reality. That can be a tall order to fill, no doubt. It also my opinion, that a person's life and time is valuable and they won't spend it on something that they things is not worth it, I know mine is. I say that to say this, you wonder why people hang around, they hang around because there is something here, that you created, that they feel is worth being a part of. Simple as that. I am certain that there are many here who would echo the sentiment, when I tell you that you absolutely a talented writer and should be proud of what you've offered. It is worthy of the pride. When I was contemplating giving this a go, there were a few in here whose opinions I valued, you were one of them. I sincerely hope this isn't the last we see from you; but wish you nothing but the best in whatever you do.
Thank you so much crawfish.
You say your brain is mush and goo but it isn't, you're one of the most nicest people I've ever met. And I'm not saying other people aren't nice, but what you said was really beautiful. I'm literally speechless, I tried replying to this in multiple ways, but I couldn't find the right way to reply to this, but here I am. Everything you said is absolutely right, and I wish I could continue this, I really do, but things haven't been easy. Honestly, if I could spend the rest of my life just writing, commenting, and hanging around on this forum I would, but unfortunately, life hasn't been so kind to me.
Again thank you so much, this comment really made my day. If I could hug you right now I would.
Ugh, I hate when I do this, and I hate doing this to you guys. Maybe I am not so bad, but stress, depression, and all that stuff is bringing me down. I just don't feel good about being on this forum anymore. I feel like a monster, like I need to start everything over, but I can't do that. What happened happened, and it's going to stay with me for the rest of my life. I'll just have to learn to cope with it.
This fan fic... I just don't like the way it's headed. Before I loved to write, but now it just feels like I'm doing it for you guys, and not for myself. I want it to be something I look forward to, not something I have to stress about. I know that sounds selfish and I'm sorry. You're a great guy ComingSoon, I'm really sorry I voted for your character to die. I'm going to regret that for a long time ;_;
That's completely fine man. If you need a break from the forums, that's fine. It's really sad to see this fanfic go, but maybe we can continue the story in our minds.
And as for the voting thing, don't worry about it. The votes were 15-13, incredibly close. No one could tell it was coming. Don't let it get to you.
If I voted for you it would be 14-14 T.T
"It's all my fault..."
Hey no worries. It's easy for me to say things are this or that, because I've had 46 years to make a shit ton of mistakes, have a shit ton of regrets, and to wake up one day and finally realize what was important, to me. I've also learned that life can be tough, and very unforgiving at times; like I said a shit ton of mistakes and a shit ton of regrets before I got to where I wanted to be. That said, I wouldn't be who I am today, without having walked that road. Hang in there, definitely keep writing, whether here, this, or somewhere and something else. You definitely have talent, the fact that so many here hung on your words and what you created is ample evidence of that. But most of all do you, be true to you, and take care of you. Do those things, and the rest of the bullshit will work itself out. Again, wish you nothing but the best in whatever you do and sincerely hope this isn't the last we see of or from you.
Not what I'm saying XD It's not your fault dude! Now don't say that!!! XD
Dude, do you even read my shit? It's basically the same plot everytime, you can call that garbage, but you can't call your story garbage, because it isn't, it's one of the best.
Thanks, and no yours is good, you're just like me :P. We both think ours is bad.
Maybe I'm just going through something these days. I feel like I got run over by a bus
.
By the way, how is the groin? Are you feeling better?
I'm really sorry you feel that way, man. I disagree, I think you are a good writer, and should continue, but hey, not my call. Just know I like it.
Bruh I am 110% trash but I still write because it makes me feel like I belong, some people may not like it but it's whatever. What really matters is if you enjoy it and you are having fun because if you just write because other people want you to it starts to become... upsetting. That's the word.
But if that's how you feel then I wish you the best.
I agree. And like I would say to everyone else, you're not garbage, maybe it's just the way writers feel sometimes. I'll start writing again eventually, but right now, I'm not feeling so good about it, it's probably just a phase that I'll get over soon.
Well I hope to see you return someday because I really like your story
Thank you. Good luck with your story, I like it.
And thank you
If it weren't for your story I wouldn't even be writing mine