This Might sound Depressing. But actually Borderlands has kind of influenced who I am today. Before I bought Borderlands 2. I spiralled down into a depression around Christmas/early January time due to variety of reasons. Like my mother was diagnosed with Bi-polar disorder and her Father-In-laws recent passing. But another reason was that a friend on steam of mine committed suicide. Me and him had a strong bond together. We were real close friends, closer than any RLF I've had. I would stay up all night on a weekend chatting to him (Because he lived in the US) We had our own Steam group that was pretty active. But eventually we had a large fallout a couple weeks prior, after we got into a feud about the ownership of a silly Steam group he owned. I unfriended him and told him to go fuck himself. One of his family members signed into his account to say what had happened to him. They never said why he committed suicide, but the burden of myself thinking I was the main reason why took a heavy toll on me at that moment in time.
Back then I was an big asshole, the kind of asshole who didn't see the errors of his ways until it was too late. I lost several friends because of my bigotry and my rudeness. I got real depressed after that. I've never really told anyone that isn't on steam about what happened, neither did I tell my family or friends at school. I would spend most of the in my room on the weekends and after school alone just watching YouTube and listening to Spotify. I was basically the generic emo. I just hated myself for who I was at the time. That was around the time a friend of mine recommended me to play Borderlands 2. From square 1, I never really liked the look of borderlands (I never played any of the borderlands games), I just generally thought it was crap from all the negative reviews saying it was just a game full of crappy memes. I just bought it out of curiosity. I instantly fell in love with the game itself. From its stunning visuals, the memorable characters, its subtle humour and jokes throughout. The Mix of RPG and FPS ultimately drew me into this game much more than Fallout 3 and NV did. The breath taking cell-shaded artstyle. I haven't had more fun in a game since, like forever. Even to this day, I've never really gotten bored or tiresome of Borderlands. It is really one of the best games of all times. I'm sorry if it feels like i'm blabbering on and quite off-topic about, talking about myself in the past on a bloody character shipping thread. But really, Borderlands will be one of those gems i'll be treasuring for eons to come.
You should re-post it, everyone need to see your story (or at least the Rhyiona shippers). I don't know what to say... It's sad... But now I think you're better, right? I hope
You should re-post it, everyone need to see your story (or at least the Rhyiona shippers). I don't know what to say... It's sad... But now I think you're better, right? I hope
Wow man... this is... this is pretty personal, you know? It was probably hard for you to speak about that down here, especially on a public forum, but wow, has my respect increased for you immensely...
...I'm sorry you had to go through that.
Don't worry about the off topic-ness. This story is something that people need to see.
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jfc!
what can I do to make you believe ;-;
Yeah, when I've seen your post, I knew exactly what to use. :P
Wanna stay married or be married?
propose me already
Kill us
Well that's a bit harsh, don't ya think?
No, that's the only way, weirdo.
This Might sound Depressing. But actually Borderlands has kind of influenced who I am today. Before I bought Borderlands 2. I spiralled down into a depression around Christmas/early January time due to variety of reasons. Like my mother was diagnosed with Bi-polar disorder and her Father-In-laws recent passing. But another reason was that a friend on steam of mine committed suicide. Me and him had a strong bond together. We were real close friends, closer than any RLF I've had. I would stay up all night on a weekend chatting to him (Because he lived in the US) We had our own Steam group that was pretty active. But eventually we had a large fallout a couple weeks prior, after we got into a feud about the ownership of a silly Steam group he owned. I unfriended him and told him to go fuck himself. One of his family members signed into his account to say what had happened to him. They never said why he committed suicide, but the burden of myself thinking I was the main reason why took a heavy toll on me at that moment in time.
Back then I was an big asshole, the kind of asshole who didn't see the errors of his ways until it was too late. I lost several friends because of my bigotry and my rudeness. I got real depressed after that. I've never really told anyone that isn't on steam about what happened, neither did I tell my family or friends at school. I would spend most of the in my room on the weekends and after school alone just watching YouTube and listening to Spotify. I was basically the generic emo. I just hated myself for who I was at the time. That was around the time a friend of mine recommended me to play Borderlands 2. From square 1, I never really liked the look of borderlands (I never played any of the borderlands games), I just generally thought it was crap from all the negative reviews saying it was just a game full of crappy memes. I just bought it out of curiosity. I instantly fell in love with the game itself. From its stunning visuals, the memorable characters, its subtle humour and jokes throughout. The Mix of RPG and FPS ultimately drew me into this game much more than Fallout 3 and NV did. The breath taking cell-shaded artstyle. I haven't had more fun in a game since, like forever. Even to this day, I've never really gotten bored or tiresome of Borderlands. It is really one of the best games of all times. I'm sorry if it feels like i'm blabbering on and quite off-topic about, talking about myself in the past on a bloody character shipping thread. But really, Borderlands will be one of those gems i'll be treasuring for eons to come.
JESUS GODDAMN CHRIST I'M GETTING GANGED UP UPON HERE!
@Kawaiii , do you want to marry me?
Looks like you've assumed Wolf's "role" now, enjoy. :P
;-;
it escalated too far
u have ruined my self image
You should re-post it, everyone need to see your story (or at least the Rhyiona shippers). I don't know what to say... It's sad... But now I think you're better, right? I hope
wtf is happening omg
Would you like to be my... My... My... My Kawaiii?
Hide yo' opinions.
The Great 'Shippin' is apon thee
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I found some rhyiona because honstley I'm too lazy to write a fanfiction right now ;~;
We're all lazy, it's okay
If people honestly care, they can look back. Yeah, I'm better than ever as can be thanks.
OH MY GOD OH MY GOD YES OH MYY GOD
Can't blame you, it's getting pretty late.
Ohmigod congratulations! Yaaaaaay!
what??????
Guys, check this out : https://www.telltalegames.com/community/discussion/comment/2195810/#Comment_2195810 (the spoiler tag)
Sleep is for the weak. the stronk drink red bull!
You know... It's the ring from the lord of the ring.
It's magic. I think it makes you disappear... You're all good!
god damnit erykaiii!
That I do as well, but you have to sleep sometime...
Wow man... this is... this is pretty personal, you know? It was probably hard for you to speak about that down here, especially on a public forum, but wow, has my respect increased for you immensely...
...I'm sorry you had to go through that.
Don't worry about the off topic-ness. This story is something that people need to see.