I just wrote out 3 paragraphs about some people I'm pissed at why I didn't like the lounge since my time but I'll remove it >:x
I'm not in a great mood right now so I better not post much
But there are so many happy memories of people I'm glad I met really talented, caring and nice people the early days were great recently it's alright but there still are a few great people left
I like thank all those who realized something was wrong, and that tried to help. Even if I didn't reply, I just want you to know that I appreciate the concern, you know who you are. Just going through a lot of right now, and It's difficult trying to stay strong when everyone else around me is breaking down. When I have to be the one to tell people to keep their heads up and try to calm them down, to put on a fake smile and pretend to be happy, but in reality it's killing me on the inside. When it feels like you know your heart will break apart, but it refuses to, it messes with your head when you forget how to feel any type of emotion, and you're numb to all the pain.
When one side of you wants to be distressed, but another side of you wants to be joyful, and you don't know what to do because it feels like you're stuck in the middle... this is me being vulnerable, and I hate it. I hate when I'm opening up to others, and letting them into my problems. I usually deal with them on my own, but I've never gotten to the point where I realized that I might actually need some assistance, and I don't know how to feel about that because it makes me feel weak... like I can't do something by myself, but then again, I know I'm only human, and there's only so much I can do...
To be honest, I don't even know what I'm feeling anymore, it's just... a different kind a pain, and I'm not used to it. I don't want to worry people, but it's just some personal things I have to deal with. I think I'm getting better, and maybe I'll be able to go back to my normal self, it'll just take a bit of time but eventually, things have to get better. It doesn't matter if you have a petty complication, or if it's immense, sometimes you can't just hold it in forever. It's good to let it out, and talk to someone. If any of you have a problem you want to talk about, don't be afraid to PM any of us. We'll be here to help.
I just wrote out 3 paragraphs about some people I'm pissed at why I didn't like the lounge since my time but I'll remove it >:x
I'm no… moret in a great mood right now so I better not post much
But there are so many happy memories of people I'm glad I met really talented, caring and nice people the early days were great recently it's alright but there still are a few great people left
I like thank all those who realized something was wrong, and that tried to help. Even if I didn't reply, I just want you to know that I appr… moreeciate the concern, you know who you are. Just going through a lot of right now, and It's difficult trying to stay strong when everyone else around me is breaking down. When I have to be the one to tell people to keep their heads up and try to calm them down, to put on a fake smile and pretend to be happy, but in reality it's killing me on the inside. When it feels like you know your heart will break apart, but it refuses to, it messes with your head when you forget how to feel any type of emotion, and you're numb to all the pain.
When one side of you wants to be distressed, but another side of you wants to be joyful, and you don't know what to do because it feels like you're stuck in the middle... this is me being vulnerable, and I hate it. I hate when I'm opening up to others, and letting them into m… [view original content]
I like thank all those who realized something was wrong, and that tried to help. Even if I didn't reply, I just want you to know that I appr… moreeciate the concern, you know who you are. Just going through a lot of right now, and It's difficult trying to stay strong when everyone else around me is breaking down. When I have to be the one to tell people to keep their heads up and try to calm them down, to put on a fake smile and pretend to be happy, but in reality it's killing me on the inside. When it feels like you know your heart will break apart, but it refuses to, it messes with your head when you forget how to feel any type of emotion, and you're numb to all the pain.
When one side of you wants to be distressed, but another side of you wants to be joyful, and you don't know what to do because it feels like you're stuck in the middle... this is me being vulnerable, and I hate it. I hate when I'm opening up to others, and letting them into m… [view original content]
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Imaging if I never made FOTD, wonder how different things would be...
I just wrote out 3 paragraphs about some people I'm pissed at why I didn't like the lounge since my time but I'll remove it >:x
I'm not in a great mood right now so I better not post much
But there are so many happy memories of people I'm glad I met really talented, caring and nice people
the early days were great recently it's alright but there still are a few great people left 
I like thank all those who realized something was wrong, and that tried to help. Even if I didn't reply, I just want you to know that I appreciate the concern, you know who you are. Just going through a lot of right now, and It's difficult trying to stay strong when everyone else around me is breaking down. When I have to be the one to tell people to keep their heads up and try to calm them down, to put on a fake smile and pretend to be happy, but in reality it's killing me on the inside. When it feels like you know your heart will break apart, but it refuses to, it messes with your head when you forget how to feel any type of emotion, and you're numb to all the pain.
When one side of you wants to be distressed, but another side of you wants to be joyful, and you don't know what to do because it feels like you're stuck in the middle... this is me being vulnerable, and I hate it. I hate when I'm opening up to others, and letting them into my problems. I usually deal with them on my own, but I've never gotten to the point where I realized that I might actually need some assistance, and I don't know how to feel about that because it makes me feel weak... like I can't do something by myself, but then again, I know I'm only human, and there's only so much I can do...
To be honest, I don't even know what I'm feeling anymore, it's just... a different kind a pain, and I'm not used to it. I don't want to worry people, but it's just some personal things I have to deal with. I think I'm getting better, and maybe I'll be able to go back to my normal self, it'll just take a bit of time but eventually, things have to get better. It doesn't matter if you have a petty complication, or if it's immense, sometimes you can't just hold it in forever. It's good to let it out, and talk to someone. If any of you have a problem you want to talk about, don't be afraid to PM any of us. We'll be here to help.
I live in Australia, here its not winter its summer
Yeah, just give it time. Maybe things will get better, maybe not, we'll just have to wait and see.
Really glad to read this.
sigh
Thanks, man...
That was very brave to post and I respect that everything will turn out great I know it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=757qqJGncYg&list=PLrPlV0tRDnnbE4nWaaWye7ZshHgZUa0-3&index=1
Lounge is ded I beta sleep pff
comes into thread
reads through shit
I KNOW WHAT WE ALL NEED!!!
A group hug!
hugs everyone
K... I'm watching you. Don't try anything.
When my cats have black dots on their noses, its either dirt or shit.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFqtasnu7y8
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_JgNTQbDvlw
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Group Hug
Thats how hercules was born
Funeral today...
Wow, it's weird seeing TFTBL at the top of the community page instead of TWD ;____;
Why is the corn red?
thats the cob of the corn. When you take off the corn it shows the red cob
And I am still not allowed to buy it. ,-_-,
None of the corns I have eaten were red underneath, it just looks weird to me. xD
I'm not able to either :P I guess I'll just watch it on youtube later and buy it when episode 2 comes out.
feels
Well, due to my dad's strick rules about buying games I will most likely buy it during easter or maybe even later, if I am unlucky enough.
XD Made me laugh
You don't end it 'cause it's hard, you stick it out 'til the bitter end.
Everyone who has a perverted mind and thought of this the wrong way when reasing in raise your hand.
raises hand
Some people I know
Gustav_Kenny is the Jewish Porn guy!
Lemme post some depressing shit.