I hear you on that. It's so easy for me to remember all the negative things that have happened in my life, as far back as 14 years ago. But when it comes to positive things, if I don't actively remind myself, I can forget something nice that happened to me just yesterday.:/
I can't remember good things...I have a bad memory like really bad (I am horrible with descriptions, names, locations, dates...) and I only remember the bad stuff. It pushes down on me and makes me want to become a better person but...It just causes more problems. Whenever I talk to my friends from when I was a dick I was like "Remember this one person or this one time I did this bad thing?...Yeah, I'm sorry about that, I've regret it for a long time" and they're like "What dude? I don't remember that."
I hear you on that. It's so easy for me to remember all the negative things that have happened in my life, as far back as 14 years ago. But … morewhen it comes to positive things, if I don't actively remind myself, I can forget something nice that happened to me just yesterday.:/
It's from a webcomic; Homestuck, there's a race of aliens in it who have a caste system based off of blood color, blood-swapping is taking the original character sprites and switching around their designs and blood-colors, like an AU sort of. Sometimes people make fancomics out of bloodswaps, not just arts.
In mine up there, the canon Vriska is a cerulean blood, I messed around with her sprite and made a fuchsia blood version of her.
Oh, I see. I think I've heard people talking about that comic before, but I've never seen any pictures from it until now. Thank you for explaining, sounds really interesting.
It's from a webcomic; Homestuck, there's a race of aliens in it who have a caste system based off of blood color, blood-swapping is taking t… morehe original character sprites and switching around their designs and blood-colors, like an AU sort of. Sometimes people make fancomics out of bloodswaps, not just arts.
In mine up there, the canon Vriska is a cerulean blood, I messed around with her sprite and made a fuchsia blood version of her.
It's based off of a short story called "The Ghost Walker" by Ian Mackenzie Jeffers, I personally found the movie even more emotionally impac… moreting after reading the book. It's a story of survival, but more often than not the Good just don't prevail in the end.These kinds of stories aren't for everybody, but you've got to admit the last few lines at the end of the movie were pretty damn memorable and thought provoking.
Once more into the fray...
Into the last good fight I'll ever know.
Live and die on this day...
Live and die on this day...
It is very interesting...but also very confusing. I'd like to read through a second time to understand it better but it is 9000 pages long at this point and I've got other things to do. 3:
Oh, I see. I think I've heard people talking about that comic before, but I've never seen any pictures from it until now. Thank you for explaining, sounds really interesting.
I have a similar habit of being hard on myself when I make mistakes, and never forgetting said mistakes or necessarily forgiving myself for them. It's a pretty bad habit that I've been trying to break for some time, you just need to force yourself into positive thinking. Something that I do that helps is write down nice things that happen or things that made me smile or laugh everyday, because my brain refuses to hold on to positive memories. Sort of like a journal, except only positive. It helps to read through past entries when I'm in a shitty mood. It's a hard habit to get into, but I think it's been paying off, maybe you could try something similar.
I can't remember good things...I have a bad memory like really bad (I am horrible with descriptions, names, locations, dates...) and I only … moreremember the bad stuff. It pushes down on me and makes me want to become a better person but...It just causes more problems. Whenever I talk to my friends from when I was a dick I was like "Remember this one person or this one time I did this bad thing?...Yeah, I'm sorry about that, I've regret it for a long time" and they're like "What dude? I don't remember that."
Just everyone included Please Stop using that gif there is absolute nothing funny about suicide that gif actually triggers me I'm seeing more people use it and that topic should not be mocked it's a really serious issue and many people are deeply affected by it
I might...It's just hard to think positive when you think every second if the last thing you did had a person think of you wrong. People need to distract me often to keep me from being hard on myself and it's not an easy thing to do when you force your problems onto someone else...They get tired of you...Stop hanging out...You're lonely now and even more depressed. I don't know any more, it's so hard to trust people and to understand their body language. "Was that girl staring at me? Does she think i'm cute? That's a first...Wait...Or was that a glare and she doesn't....What if this is fate that I noticed....Maybe I should go ask...But no...My social standing....I don't think anyone likes me...Why bother?"...This right here is a peak into my mind every time something small as a glare happens.
I have a similar habit of being hard on myself when I make mistakes, and never forgetting said mistakes or necessarily forgiving myself for … morethem. It's a pretty bad habit that I've been trying to break for some time, you just need to force yourself into positive thinking. Something that I do that helps is write down nice things that happen or things that made me smile or laugh everyday, because my brain refuses to hold on to positive memories. Sort of like a journal, except only positive. It helps to read through past entries when I'm in a shitty mood. It's a hard habit to get into, but I think it's been paying off, maybe you could try something similar.
Alright, I removed it.
And I posted it because you were triggering me. I think thats a justifiable reason for me to post it.
But alrighty. I'll wait for that PM.
Just everyone included Please Stop using that gif there is absolute nothing funny about suicide that gif actually triggers me I'm seeing mor… moree people use it and that topic should not be mocked it's a really serious issue and many people are deeply affected by it
Plus it's Ellen Page
I'll answer it in a minute
Alright, I removed it.
And I posted it because you were triggering me. I think thats a justifiable reason for me to post it.
But alrighty. I'll wait for that PM.
This is no justification for joking about suicide I do not find it funny at all quite the opposite this topic with me is very sensitive please do not joke about it but I don't want to talk about it but thank you for removing it
Alright, I removed it.
And I posted it because you were triggering me. I think thats a justifiable reason for me to post it.
But alrighty. I'll wait for that PM.
This is no justification for joking about suicide I do not find it funny at all quite the opposite this topic with me is very sensitive please do not joke about it but I don't want to talk about it but thank you for removing it
I'm only telling you this because I've had this problem myself, you think too much. Sometimes it's a blessing to be such a deep thinker, but it's a double edged sword when you're prone to sadness. You over analyze every response to you, and twist it into something negative. Sometimes when people look at you, it's not because they're judging you, but simply because they're studying their surroundings, they're noting how many people are near them. They'll see you, and that will be it. It usually doesn't go deeper than that, unless you want it to, and then you can go strike up a conversation.
I might...It's just hard to think positive when you think every second if the last thing you did had a person think of you wrong. People nee… mored to distract me often to keep me from being hard on myself and it's not an easy thing to do when you force your problems onto someone else...They get tired of you...Stop hanging out...You're lonely now and even more depressed. I don't know any more, it's so hard to trust people and to understand their body language. "Was that girl staring at me? Does she think i'm cute? That's a first...Wait...Or was that a glare and she doesn't....What if this is fate that I noticed....Maybe I should go ask...But no...My social standing....I don't think anyone likes me...Why bother?"...This right here is a peak into my mind every time something small as a glare happens.
I'm only telling you this because I've had this problem myself, you think too much. Sometimes it's a blessing to be such a deep thinker, but… more it's a double edged sword when you're prone to sadness. You over analyze every response to you, and twist it into something negative. Sometimes when people look at you, it's not because they're judging you, but simply because they're studying their surroundings, they're noting how many people are near them. They'll see you, and that will be it. It usually doesn't go deeper than that, unless you want it to, and then you can go strike up a conversation.
I know this is over but...you lied, Mark, that's what we were trying to say. No one feared you in saying that publicly, if you were really banned, you would have gotten an explanation. Thing is, you were never banned and now you know that. Something happened where you couldn't draw on certain spots because of the update, and you just thought you were banned and assumed she banned you because she was there and she's a mod. All you had to do was ask her what happened or PM her to see if it was a glitch instead of calling her out and assuming things...
Saying you care doesn't change what happened, acting nice just to make yourself seem good doesn't change it either. But yeah, everyone explained it already.
I know, it's hard to defeat an enemy when it's coming from within your own mind. But constant encouragement can help, and that's what I try to do for others as well.
Anytime, I don't mind listening and offering my insight.:)
Like I said I don't control this, because trust me...If I could I wouldn't give a single fuck. :P
But thanks for helping me, It's nice to hear other's stories.
I know, it's hard to defeat an enemy when it's coming from within your own mind. But constant encouragement can help, and that's what I try to do for others as well.
Anytime, I don't mind listening and offering my insight.:)
Well...People usually say things trigger them so it's a joke that other people's triggers trigger them...I thought it was good but to each their own I guess.
Well...People usually say things trigger them so it's a joke that other people's triggers trigger them...I thought it was good but to each their own I guess.
Although with the amount of resistance he showed against a fairly simple question I asked, I don't really think that gif I used was "overdone." But alrighty.
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Is this from a game or something? What do you mean by bloodswap..?
I hear you on that. It's so easy for me to remember all the negative things that have happened in my life, as far back as 14 years ago. But when it comes to positive things, if I don't actively remind myself, I can forget something nice that happened to me just yesterday.:/
Domics
@Markd4547 you wanted funny stuff well you got it.
I can't remember good things...I have a bad memory like really bad (I am horrible with descriptions, names, locations, dates...) and I only remember the bad stuff. It pushes down on me and makes me want to become a better person but...It just causes more problems. Whenever I talk to my friends from when I was a dick I was like "Remember this one person or this one time I did this bad thing?...Yeah, I'm sorry about that, I've regret it for a long time" and they're like "What dude? I don't remember that."
It's from a webcomic; Homestuck, there's a race of aliens in it who have a caste system based off of blood color, blood-swapping is taking the original character sprites and switching around their designs and blood-colors, like an AU sort of. Sometimes people make fancomics out of bloodswaps, not just arts.
In mine up there, the canon Vriska is a cerulean blood, I messed around with her sprite and made a fuchsia blood version of her.
sigh...
Can you answer my PM please???
Oh, I see. I think I've heard people talking about that comic before, but I've never seen any pictures from it until now. Thank you for explaining, sounds really interesting.
liked the overall movie but when it ended like that, i cringed so hard!
You are welcome!
It is very interesting...but also very confusing. I'd like to read through a second time to understand it better but it is 9000 pages long at this point and I've got other things to do. 3:
I have a similar habit of being hard on myself when I make mistakes, and never forgetting said mistakes or necessarily forgiving myself for them. It's a pretty bad habit that I've been trying to break for some time, you just need to force yourself into positive thinking. Something that I do that helps is write down nice things that happen or things that made me smile or laugh everyday, because my brain refuses to hold on to positive memories. Sort of like a journal, except only positive. It helps to read through past entries when I'm in a shitty mood. It's a hard habit to get into, but I think it's been paying off, maybe you could try something similar.
He has a particular set of skills.
Just everyone included Please Stop using that gif there is absolute nothing funny about suicide that gif actually triggers me I'm seeing more people use it and that topic should not be mocked it's a really serious issue and many people are deeply affected by it
Plus it's Ellen Page
I'll answer it in a minute
I might...It's just hard to think positive when you think every second if the last thing you did had a person think of you wrong. People need to distract me often to keep me from being hard on myself and it's not an easy thing to do when you force your problems onto someone else...They get tired of you...Stop hanging out...You're lonely now and even more depressed. I don't know any more, it's so hard to trust people and to understand their body language. "Was that girl staring at me? Does she think i'm cute? That's a first...Wait...Or was that a glare and she doesn't....What if this is fate that I noticed....Maybe I should go ask...But no...My social standing....I don't think anyone likes me...Why bother?"...This right here is a peak into my mind every time something small as a glare happens.
That's overdone lol.
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TRIGGERS ARE MY TRIGGER!
:P
Alright, I removed it.
And I posted it because you were triggering me. I think thats a justifiable reason for me to post it.
But alrighty. I'll wait for that PM.
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TRIGGERS ARE MY TRIGGER!
:P
And I should care because...?
Please stay out of this. It's between me and him.
This is no justification for joking about suicide I do not find it funny at all quite the opposite this topic with me is very sensitive please do not joke about it but I don't want to talk about it but thank you for removing it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ahU-x-4Gxw
Do you find this happens all the time
Crucial point one day becomes a crime
And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what I want to do
I'm not the kind that needs to tell youuuuuuuuuuu
I was not joking about it and I don't find it funny, I never said I did. I never intended to joke about it.
Okay...?
I'm only telling you this because I've had this problem myself, you think too much. Sometimes it's a blessing to be such a deep thinker, but it's a double edged sword when you're prone to sadness. You over analyze every response to you, and twist it into something negative. Sometimes when people look at you, it's not because they're judging you, but simply because they're studying their surroundings, they're noting how many people are near them. They'll see you, and that will be it. It usually doesn't go deeper than that, unless you want it to, and then you can go strike up a conversation.
Like I said I don't control this, because trust me...If I could I wouldn't give a single fuck. :P
But thanks for helping me, It's nice to hear other's stories.
Alright...
I know this is over but...you lied, Mark, that's what we were trying to say. No one feared you in saying that publicly, if you were really banned, you would have gotten an explanation. Thing is, you were never banned and now you know that. Something happened where you couldn't draw on certain spots because of the update, and you just thought you were banned and assumed she banned you because she was there and she's a mod. All you had to do was ask her what happened or PM her to see if it was a glitch instead of calling her out and assuming things...
Saying you care doesn't change what happened, acting nice just to make yourself seem good doesn't change it either. But yeah, everyone explained it already.
Domics
It's a joke...
I know, it's hard to defeat an enemy when it's coming from within your own mind. But constant encouragement can help, and that's what I try to do for others as well.
Anytime, I don't mind listening and offering my insight.:)
I was talking about the "1000% done" gif but sorry.
I like to not think of it as a monster or another me but as The American Congress....It makes me have hope that we can reform this whole thing. :P
Me too. XD
Lol, i love Domics.
I don't really get it. Enlighten me?
Well...People usually say things trigger them so it's a joke that other people's triggers trigger them...I thought it was good but to each their own I guess.
It's a fly swatter.
Its alright.
Although with the amount of resistance he showed against a fairly simple question I asked, I don't really think that gif I used was "overdone." But alrighty.
I don't understand.