Hey there guys! Got out of school early so I'm a bit bored sitting here in the car listening to music. Thinks of Rhyiona every time a romance/cutesy song plays
And I do like anime haha, even though I haven't been watching that much lately. I enjoy watching anime with others, so I'm trying to find people with Skype so we can watch together! : >
Hello there! The President of Rhyiona welcomes you to the thread. I hope you can join our wonderful ship.
P.S. I saw you like anime (?) so confirm this. I need more anime watchers here.
Hey there guys! Got out of school early so I'm a bit bored sitting here in the car listening to music. Thinks of Rhyiona every time a romance/cutesy song plays
Hey there guys! Got out of school early so I'm a bit bored sitting here in the car listening to music. Thinks of Rhyiona every time a romance/cutesy song plays
Hey there guys! Got out of school early so I'm a bit bored sitting here in the car listening to music. Thinks of Rhyiona every time a romance/cutesy song plays
Hey there guys! Got out of school early so I'm a bit bored sitting here in the car listening to music. Thinks of Rhyiona every time a romance/cutesy song plays
Well thank you, I'm honored. ;>>
And I do like anime haha, even though I haven't been watching that much lately. I enjoy watching anime with others, so I'm trying to find people with Skype so we can watch together! : >
It's okay, I totally understand how you're feeling, because I feel the same. I mean, I'm too shy and awkward, I can't do anything. .-. But It's always just in our heads, your feelings will change and you'll feel better someday, I'm sure.
yeah maybe but it's just sad to realize how little I think of myself. I have met many great guys in my life but I never let them to be more than just friends.
Sorry for all this depressing talk, this has been again one of those bad days :P
I'll make a new post after all, so you don't have to keep refreshing this page.
Okay, here we go. Well, as I've said already, once upon a time I had a girlfriend. She was a friend of my friend and I've met her at his birthday party (she was 15 and I was 17 at the time; not important to the story, just a bonus if you want to know the timeline). We started talking to each other and after a month I somehow mustered the courage required to ask her out. And she said yes. It was my first relationship, so I was pretty clueless about everything, but it was working out great for four years. I was so optimistic (and naive), I thought it was never gonna end. But, well, it did. She started talking to some other guy and in the end, she decided our relationship has no future and broke up with me. And started dating the other guy the very same day. I think I don't need to say how heartbroken I was...
But, the problem is, that was just one of the things going on at that time. Just a week before that, my parents suddenly decided to get a divorce, because apparently my father found out my mother was cheating on him. My mother, who is a sweet and caring person and who I couldn't (and still can't) imagine ever doing such a thing. But apparently, she did it. I always thought our family was the best and that there's no way something like this could happen...
Basically, I felt like my whole life was falling apart. And, well, it sort of was. Up until that point, I felt like my life was perfect... I had everything I ever wanted... and then, with a snap of fingers, it was all gone. Forever. Until this day, I have no clue how I managed to pass all my final exams in midst of all this mess. I was a mess back then and I was really struggling to deal with all of it. I'm pretty sure I never contemplated ending it all up until that week. I just thought it's never gonna be as good as it was... I was even thinking about how to do it... but in the end, when I was standing in the middle of a shooting range (it was my birthday gift) with a freakin' loaded Glock in my hands, I decided not to go through with it. It's pretty funny (and stupid) when I think about it now - it was the easiest decision of my life. I was having so much fun there... and that was reason enough in the end. Guns saved my life, I suppose. :P
I hope it was worth the read, since remembering it all made me cry for a bit again. It all happened two years ago now and life is going alright, I guess.
K...
My experience isn't as painful as yours, but uh... sooo... I had a friend who really wanted me to start going out with someone and a… mores 'a target' she pointed out my other good friend. He was always funny and kind, I liked him as a friend, but after her suggestion basically started to pay more attention to him. After a few months of torturing myself I tried to talk to him about my crush and he just stopped me. It was really embarrassing and stupid.
But the weird thing is that we're still best friends. :] I hope he doesn't remember that moment...
I just found it interesting how you and John saved your friendships with those girls and it reminded me of my own.
Edit: thanks for reading this by the way.
Hey there guys! Got out of school early so I'm a bit bored sitting here in the car listening to music. Thinks of Rhyiona every time a romance/cutesy song plays
Hey there guys! Got out of school early so I'm a bit bored sitting here in the car listening to music. Thinks of Rhyiona every time a romance/cutesy song plays
It's okay, I totally understand how you're feeling, because I feel the same. I mean, I'm too shy and awkward, I can't do anything. .-. But It's always just in our heads, your feelings will change and you'll feel better someday, I'm sure.
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Hey there guys! Got out of school early so I'm a bit bored sitting here in the car listening to music. Thinks of Rhyiona every time a romance/cutesy song plays
STRAWPOOL ZOMBİES EVERWHARE !!
And you're not lewd
Well, I liked S2 a lot but I'm just scanning for news concerning Clementine's fate on this whole thing first.
you said that last time...
I've been expecting a gif from you :')
corrrect
Well thank you, I'm honored. ;>>
And I do like anime haha, even though I haven't been watching that much lately. I enjoy watching anime with others, so I'm trying to find people with Skype so we can watch together! : >
hum you can't kill me wolfsei
lolz not 2 much 4 me
http://strawpoll.me/5435620
srsly, my padawan? -.-
Wow... just wow ._.
Then fuck Beyonce. I'm just going to throw a spear to someone. Especially to Adam ._.
Read Fifty Shades of Grey
i never disappoint :P
hey kristi
yes
Hey, Kristi, how are you?
Accurate.
Fifty Shades of Kristi*
What kind of question is "just answer it", how do I answer something without context.
(?) Beyonce will remember that.
If she doesn't help Rhys now then you know why, Wolfenus. :P
I need people to watch anime with too, DUDE OR GURL, WE GOTTA TALK ANIME.
I would add you on Skype but we barely know esch other. Hm...Key to my heart question.
Have you heard of or watched/listened/read Kagerou Project?
It's okay, I totally understand how you're feeling, because I feel the same. I mean, I'm too shy and awkward, I can't do anything. .-. But It's always just in our heads, your feelings will change and you'll feel better someday, I'm sure.
So it means Kristi is one of the main character in the book?
Lol kinda xD
yeah... tbh it's lacking context...
ur right, student, but the lewdest of people must always find an innuendo even in cleanest of sentences..
I'll make a new post after all, so you don't have to keep refreshing this page.
Okay, here we go. Well, as I've said already, once upon a time I had a girlfriend. She was a friend of my friend and I've met her at his birthday party (she was 15 and I was 17 at the time; not important to the story, just a bonus if you want to know the timeline). We started talking to each other and after a month I somehow mustered the courage required to ask her out. And she said yes. It was my first relationship, so I was pretty clueless about everything, but it was working out great for four years. I was so optimistic (and naive), I thought it was never gonna end. But, well, it did. She started talking to some other guy and in the end, she decided our relationship has no future and broke up with me. And started dating the other guy the very same day. I think I don't need to say how heartbroken I was...
But, the problem is, that was just one of the things going on at that time. Just a week before that, my parents suddenly decided to get a divorce, because apparently my father found out my mother was cheating on him. My mother, who is a sweet and caring person and who I couldn't (and still can't) imagine ever doing such a thing. But apparently, she did it. I always thought our family was the best and that there's no way something like this could happen...
Basically, I felt like my whole life was falling apart. And, well, it sort of was. Up until that point, I felt like my life was perfect... I had everything I ever wanted... and then, with a snap of fingers, it was all gone. Forever. Until this day, I have no clue how I managed to pass all my final exams in midst of all this mess. I was a mess back then and I was really struggling to deal with all of it. I'm pretty sure I never contemplated ending it all up until that week. I just thought it's never gonna be as good as it was... I was even thinking about how to do it... but in the end, when I was standing in the middle of a shooting range (it was my birthday gift) with a freakin' loaded Glock in my hands, I decided not to go through with it. It's pretty funny (and stupid) when I think about it now - it was the easiest decision of my life. I was having so much fun there... and that was reason enough in the end. Guns saved my life, I suppose. :P
I hope it was worth the read, since remembering it all made me cry for a bit again. It all happened two years ago now and life is going alright, I guess.
ayy hows life, bruh
(?) Wolfenus won't forget what you said. EVER!
Oh, interesting ( ͡~ ͜ʖ ͡°)
yes, in my lewdlord attire.
i should probably change it..
Bro, I'm good and my birthday is next Friday so I'm excited!
I'm good! I'm getting hyped for my birthday, 10 MORE DAYS GUYSSSS.
How have you been Wolf?
Hey, Kristi.
How are you, today? ~-^
yeah this is true. little confidence boost wouldn't hurt either.
Thanks! :') I hope the same for you too!
I ain't about that life.
Sup Kawaiii.
I'm good, you?