It Finally Happened.. I CRIED
So, when I watched the live stream of Ep.5, I was expecting to cry.
I didn't cry when Luke died, all I could say was No, I just repeated it and just felt numb.
When in the end the person decided to shoot Kenny, I didn't cry. I was angry. But I didn't cry.
When I played it, I choose to let Kenny live, and my Clementine went off with him and decided to stay with him. But I didn't cry. I was just happy.
I watched all the endings to see if I was missing some feels, and none of them made my cry.
But today it finally hit me. The full on sadness of it all just hit me. Did anyone else have a delayed reaction cry fest like I just did? And for the love of GOD please someone post something funny or happy to make me stop crying!!! 
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When I first played episode 5, season 1 .. Didn't cry at Lee's death.
2 years later.. MANLY TEARS
XD I was so worried I was gonna start thinking about it all in public and have a break down.It would be hard having to explain why I was crying to someone....
"IT WAS A VIDEO GAME DAMMIT! DON'T JUDGE ME!" XD
Go HERE, pretty funny stuff there.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uiaWzLZbleo
THANK YOU!
This thread is the reason I joined this forum. XD
Well, as I've said multiple times in other threads, I didn't cry for the entirety of the episode the first time I played it. When Luke died, I didn't cry at all, I choked up and couldn't breathe for those couple seconds of astonishment as I saw his frozen corpse.
After that, I felt only empty, my emotions ceased to function. So I didn't feel that much apart from anger when Bonnie, Mike and Arvo betrayed the group. I only felt a little bit of nostalgia during the dream sequence and by the time I shot Kenny I was feeling too numb to be sorry for him. Even though I didn't really like kenny, I did feel legitimately sad seeing how much pain he'd been through, but not in this episode. Luke's death broke me.
So I slept and went to college, but I couldn't pay any attention to what the teacher was saying because my thoughts were filled by what happened in the episode. At that point, I didn't know for sure Luke had no chance of living, I fed the hopeful illusion that he was determinant and that there was still hope of saving him. I already knew that there were five endings (my friend told me right after I finished the episode). So I thought one of them HAD to be with Luke, right? Wrong. But I didn't know that, so I wanted to play the finale again, to try and save Luke and end up with him instead of Jane. As soon as the conversation between Clem and Luke started when Clem was putting pressure on his wound, and Luke let out his emotions, the tears started coming out, and they kept flowing and my crying reached its peak at the campfire scene. I felt so fucking sorry for Luke. It's just beyond words. When I finally got to the decision between helping him or covering him, still with a tiny bit of hope, I was almost relieved...THEN, fuck...then what happens happened and my heart was so broken when he risked his life for Clem's just to be pulled down afterward that I couldn't keep on playing the episode, I read what the possible endings are on the wikia and am grieving even now.
No, I let Kenny kill Jane and then I shot him.
Kenny and Jane, combined, are worse than 100000 Bens and Nicks together.
I don't cry, i just ALWAYS shed some tears. I always shed some tears when Lee dies, when Clementine cries (especially the ending of season 2, where she decides to stay with Kenny), i'm so close to cry like a baby there, because it hurts to see Clementine cry or being hurt. I just can't take and watch that.