Two years tomorrow
Two years tomorrow I shot Lee Everett in the head, Novemeber 20 2012, (I'm in New Zealand so we're in front of everyone)It is Novemerb 19 2014 tonight when I am typing this.. I am saying this because I saw a post saying that someone has become depressed over The Walking Dead Game Season 1 from Lee's passing and it actually made me feel that The Walking Dead forumes is my new home, when I wake up I come and see whats happening on here, when I get home from school I come and see what's happening on the forum's.. That's not the point the point is, is that I am still really fucking sad over Lee's death, I am still grieving over losing Lee Everett and I swear to god if they fucking kill Clementine they better have a fucking tank based wall because I will hunt them down, every night I watch this one video and its a tribute to Lee and Clementine in the entirety of Season 1, the song for it is perfect and the clips/editing side of it is amazing, the reason Im bringing this up is because hearing Lee say Ill miss you, and Clem saying Me too, still makes me cry and everytime I hear that shot and the end music start playing that piano bit that comes on, I get a shiver in my spine and I cringe and know that that was Clementine shooting her fatherly figure Lee Everett.
I wouldn't say I'm depressed but I know when I finished playing that episode I was crying for days, I loved Lee Everett from the start when he was talking to that cop to the end when Clementine shot him in the head, well that was my ending anyway I didn't want Lee to have to experience being a fucking walker handcuffed up to a heater fuck that.
When I saw Kenny in Season 2 Episode 2, my life was brought back to life I was so happy seeing that fucking beard and seeing Clementines joy of seeing and old friend, But I knew that I would have to shoot Kenny just liuke I did to Lee, I didn't know it right there in the moment but I knew it in Episode 5 when Kenny and Jane first started arguing, I knew I had to shoot someone and my decision was already made, it was gonna be Kenny, not because I hate him but because I love him and the shit that he went through to make sure that Clementine and AJ were safe (even though i hate the fucking baby) I just felt like his time was over, no left eye just finished murdering a lady (determinant) beating a russian nearly to death and seeing his Wife,Son, and girlfriend die right in front of him.. He deserved to be in a better place than a fucking Zombie apocalypse.. I was so sad when I shot Kenny but I knew it had to be done, It reminded me of shooting Lee which made me even more sadder than knowing that Clementine a 9 year old shooting her fatherly figure, then 11 year old shooting her second fatherly figure, but knowing that... I had a choice to do both, I didn't have to shoot Lee.. I didn't have to shoot Kenny, but I did and I always thought I did it for the greater good, for CLEMENTINE.. But me, I felt like complete shit and I wish that Kenny and Lee were still here today, sometimes when Im bored I will gop on twitch and watch people play The Walking Dead Game Season 1 so that I can see there reaction to seeing Lee like that.. I know I'm not the only person that cried over Lee dying and I know im not the only person that cried over Kenny dying, I know out there there's atleast one other person that cried with me on both of those occasions.. Allot of people didn't like Kenny.. I did.... I loved him, and I loved Lee, and I love Clementine...