I'm not really what you'd call social. I have zero hang out with friends. I don't call people, I don't send emails...
I don't make friends, and when I start to like some one I look at what I'm becoming and I cut it off.I don't like bonding with others when it affects how you develop.You're always going to be known as that guy your friends think you are and then who you think you are, your true self.
I don't want to be that guy or this guy. I want room to grow, I want to expand. I don't want any one connecting the dots to me back and forth like I was a cross word puzzle. I don't need their ideas/ words. I don't need to be connected to some sort of socially conditioned, linear concept(s) of friendship, what friendship is.
I want to live outside "the socially constructed grid", I don't want to be a puppet in a puppet show.
I don't have a proper perspective myself of what friendships are/ should be, would be, could be, and so I don't want to take it from some one else...
I want to be my own person, and I want room to grow, I don't want any one to step in and create boundaries for me. I want to be free. I don't want some one to say "That's so you..." , or "I saw that coming!" It would drive me crazy! I do try to expand my horizons, I do try to change. I don't want to be part of some routine, play acting...I don't want to become part of some social system where you're conditioned into being one way because you're "friends" support/ don't support you into those directions.
Well growing requires Nuturing and care, and well you need friends and family to do that. Because once you decide on your own you don't so much grow as you do watch, and learn..but if you don't have anyone around or social how are you going to put that information to use? You almost can't...I have three or four IRL Friends...and we are close..yeah we call it each other idiots...but we have each others backs...and we are all their to teach each other something, yes you can learn on your own...but you still need teachers, and you always learn something from somebody.
I want to live outside "the socially constructed grid", I don't want to be a puppet in a puppet show.
I don't have a proper perspective myself of what friendships are/ should be, would be, could be, and so I don't want to take it from some one else...
No one knows. Everyone just sticks to some lie and risk. I can't stick to lies too. I just can't bring myself to. They're fatal. But you don't have any choice. We're all imprisoned.
I start to get fatigued if I forget to take iron tablets for a while... but I'm a female vegetarian and (as far as I know) you're not, so that's probably not terribly relevant.
As a technical concern he's not, but I can see where the doubt about that could be coming from.
Don't worry, Dash. Tell you what: after I see Saludos Amigos, I'll come here and brag about how awesome it was. It'll be almost the same as seeing it yourself!
So, I got a new job. I don't want to leave my current job, but since it ends in September I wouldn't have a choice. Only the new job is also temporary, and ends in March next year. One day I will have a permanent contract. ONE GLORIOUS DAY.
What's hilarious is that the new job is in the office I worked in before moving to my current job four and a half years ago. And I may even have the same desk. I hope my Lion King on Broadway poster is still there...
I want to live outside "the socially constructed grid", I don't want to be a puppet in a puppet show.
Doodo, with the utmost respect, you're talking total shit. Friends aren't something the man invented to keep you down, and you're not that unique that you have nothing in common with nobody else.
Friends keep us happy and healthy, I hope that someday you see this
I have another survey type thing, but this is for my english class for some reason, If you tell me you're interested I will send you this survey thing.
When I was thinking of what to say, it came out "Would you kindly go die in a fire?", then I quickly thought of Bioshock and thought "aww, fuck". Bioshock has rendered the phrase "would you kindly" completely unusable around geeks, so I rearranged it to avoid the reference.
On a side note, you have my support Icedhope you got the right tools to put something together that's meaningful. A drama would be great for you, you got heart and you got smarts.
Just trying to keep myself occupied by listening to music (I know I could just bugger off to bed but it's still pretty early by my body clock - I mean it's only 12:49 am!) when this song came on. I just think it's one of the most beautiful pieces of music I've ever heard. If you've played Braid then you will recognise it as it was used to form part of the track called 'Downstream' (I think that's the one used over world 2, at least).
When I was thinking of what to say, it came out "Would you kindly go die in a fire?", then I quickly thought of Bioshock and thought "aww, fuck". Bioshock has rendered the phrase "would you kindly" completely unusable around geeks, so I rearranged it to avoid the reference.
Well growing requires Nuturing and care, and well you need friends and family to do that. Because once you decide on your own you don't so much grow as you do watch, and learn..but if you don't have anyone around or social how are you going to put that information to use? You almost can't...I have three or four IRL Friends...and we are close..yeah we call it each other idiots...but we have each others backs...and we are all their to teach each other something, yes you can learn on your own...but you still need teachers, and you always learn something from somebody.
You don't need to learn useless and meaningless values (AKA. Lies) from others.
You can fire up your brain and create values as your wild imagination goes and bet with them on this meaningless game of poker and chance (AKA. Life). And you can change your values everyday, or every hour, or every millisecond (that's how powerful our brains are) and laugh at this meaningless game, a la Sam and Max.
As endearing as a being of pure id is when it's a cartoon rabbity thing, I don't want people like that walking around in the real world. We have a word for that. It's called psychopathy.
I'm also drippy and coughing and achy and in need of hugs. I'd like my head to stop feeling like it's about to explode, and my voice to stop sounding like it belongs to Barry White.
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Well growing requires Nuturing and care, and well you need friends and family to do that. Because once you decide on your own you don't so much grow as you do watch, and learn..but if you don't have anyone around or social how are you going to put that information to use? You almost can't...I have three or four IRL Friends...and we are close..yeah we call it each other idiots...but we have each others backs...and we are all their to teach each other something, yes you can learn on your own...but you still need teachers, and you always learn something from somebody.
NO IT WOULD NOT AND YOU KNOW IT!
Hire me as a voice actor if you ever get it off the ground. My finely honed Thespian skills can lend legitimacy to any artistic project!
What's hilarious is that the new job is in the office I worked in before moving to my current job four and a half years ago. And I may even have the same desk. I hope my Lion King on Broadway poster is still there...
Die in a fire, if you would be so kind.
...would you kindly?
I do everything kindly!
Doodo, with the utmost respect, you're talking total shit. Friends aren't something the man invented to keep you down, and you're not that unique that you have nothing in common with nobody else.
Friends keep us happy and healthy, I hope that someday you see this
2 between 20 and 30 and 2 between 31 and 40
I have another survey type thing, but this is for my english class for some reason, If you tell me you're interested I will send you this survey thing.
God?
...it's not happening.
When I was thinking of what to say, it came out "Would you kindly go die in a fire?", then I quickly thought of Bioshock and thought "aww, fuck". Bioshock has rendered the phrase "would you kindly" completely unusable around geeks, so I rearranged it to avoid the reference.
On a side note, you have my support Icedhope you got the right tools to put something together that's meaningful. A drama would be great for you, you got heart and you got smarts.
Now, back to the relaxing music.
Really? How well'd that work out for you, guv'na?
Not bloody well at all!
Oi! That's a crying shame, that is!
Wait, this isn't the "respond with a Telltale Games quote" thread...
You can fire up your brain and create values as your wild imagination goes and bet with them on this meaningless game of poker and chance (AKA. Life). And you can change your values everyday, or every hour, or every millisecond (that's how powerful our brains are) and laugh at this meaningless game, a la Sam and Max.
They're just promoting the new Jurassic Park game. Sure, they're only hamsters, but they do their part.
"Oh my God. Do you know what this is? This is a hamster egg. The hamsters are breeding."
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Anyway.
Is the bottom one the girl from F.E.A.R?
Oh, and did you get my PM?
And yes, I recieved your pm
Jeez, a whole year? That's a lot of time.
Well, it should be an interesting year then...what do you do there though? A company name doesn't tell me much ^^;
Yes, but it's like an Interchange program. Plus, I can give up if I feel bad, which is fine. Plus, Skype!
They do software for Law Firms and the Inmigration Counsil for help with the papers. Which are a lot.
I'm also drippy and coughing and achy and in need of hugs. I'd like my head to stop feeling like it's about to explode, and my voice to stop sounding like it belongs to Barry White.